one of my friend might be there crying
sitting there helplessly
hoping for someone to comfort her
tears are flowing down from her pinkish cheek
the warm smile that i always see
is no longer there
the kind and happy feeling
that i always feel when i am by her side
is also taken away by the cruel truth.
why do you wanna leave her
i know this is none of my business
but i just can't bear to see one of my best friend
crying there
her hands are trembling
why do you wanna hurt her
don't you know that some girl's heart are weak
as weak as glass
once you hit it with a rock
it cannot be healed
u know it
u hurt her once
and now u want to hurt her again
i know u can't do anything
but at least make her happy
before you leave
dun leave any regrets
she is so desperate to be with you
she cried so many times because of you
i've never seen her like that before
u too know it
she loved you so much
that she is willing to give u anything
or give up on everything she liked
just to be with you.
i wonder why boys have to be so cruel
they can hurt any girls' feeling
without hesitating
not thinking about how long they'll
take to heal back their broken heart
if God can let them try once
just once
the feeling of losing something precious
or let them know how painful the feeling is of a heart breaking
why can't they understand we girls more?
her heart was once broken into pieces
and we took a long time to heal it back
now it is healed
not fully but she is feeling happier
u dropped another rock on her glassy heart
and i heard another loud cracking sound
we feel sad for her
but what can we do
all she wanted is you
to stay by her side
as long as you can
to her
your smile is a driving force
everyday she see your smile
she will be happy
your presence is so important to her
if you are around her
she will feel pleased and be relieved
nothing can bother her
she will be happy
and we can hear her laughter all day long.
why does the truth have to be so cruel
if it is so cruel
i will choose not to know
and try to avoid from knowing
or make up a lie to bluff myself
but i know
1 day the truth and lies will all be revealed
and that day
i will have to accept everything
cause there is no way to avoid anymore
i havent really try this feeling before yet
but i know i will try it one day
the feeling of heart breaking
my heart once let someone hurt before
but now it is recovered
not fully
but at least now i can feel it
beating peacefully
and awaiting for the word
he left a scar there
on my lil heart
i can't bare to think of it
cause every time i think of it
i can taste blood
cause my heart is hurt
and blood is dripping from the scar
the not-fully recovered wound.
i understand those feelings of being hurt
how pain is it
and long does it take to heal it
it is not easy for a girl
like her
her life has been so challenging
yet she can still live
we all know she is a strong girl
she tried her best to keep everything to herself
but she failed to do so
cause she can't take it anymore
we dun blame her
we are ready to help her
and borrow a shoulder for her to cry on
she always has so many things on her mind
and her heart is too small to keep so many things
so God
please let her cry her heart out
for once
and after that
she will live her life as usual
not thinking of him anymore
and be ready to let him go.
this is also 1 of the reasons many girls dun dare to couple
indeed, i agree that we girls dun really know boys well
and we fall into their traps easily
if they treat us nice or kind
we will think that he is not bad
that is normal
cause that happened to me too
and i am still in this situation
didn't change at all
we are still so young
and childish
we do things without thinking
and dun even bother what it may cause
what we only think is
" i must get what i want."
it is like a small lil kid
wanting to buy a lollipop she saw outside a shop
she will try her best to get it
we too are like that
we dun bother what the price is to get it
we only know we want that thing
and this is what why they invented this word
" regret".
i just hope that everyone could appreciate the things they have now
dun wait till they lose it already only feel regret
it is useless to regret
cause what is done is done
nothing can turn back time
and give u another chance to fix the past
unless u have some super powers or a time-machine
that can turn back time
but that is impossible
so please caress the people you have around you
spend more time with them
dun leave any regrets behind us
we still have a long long journey to go
lets forget about our unhappy past
and look forward to our future
hope for miracles to happen.
a note for my best friend - hearnet,
dun be sad kay?
let it be..
believe that he will come back to you
remember that poll i created on my old blog-
"do you believe that dreams come true''
the result is Yes
and most of them tried it before
so believe in it
and wait for him if u still like him a lot
dun give up that fast
and grab the chance u have now
dun let it run away
and leave no regrets behind you...
and remember that
we will always be by your side
whenever you need us.
^^
dun be sad kay?
let it be..
believe that he will come back to you
remember that poll i created on my old blog-
"do you believe that dreams come true''
the result is Yes
and most of them tried it before
so believe in it
and wait for him if u still like him a lot
dun give up that fast
and grab the chance u have now
dun let it run away
and leave no regrets behind you...
and remember that
we will always be by your side
whenever you need us.
^^
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