'him'

yesterday..
in the crowded car..
he sat by my side..
when mummy and daddy fetched him back home..
with his brothers..
it was the first time..
we sat that close to each other..
we din move..
cause if one of us move..
we would touched each other..
but unfortunately..
the road has so many turning..
and it is bumpy..
so we 2 contacted each other several times..
we din talk to each other 2..
cause non of us started a conversation..
the whole journey..
only mummy and daddy talked to his brothers..
we 2 just sat there quietly..
i can feel that he had something to tell me..
and i bet he can feel i too had something to tell him..
but at last..
we just remained silence..
there is so many things we wanted to say to each other..
but there is something stopping us..
as is our mouth was zipped up at that time..
after a while..
we finally reached his house..
i felt a sense of relief..
i think he is also happy too..
he got down from the car..
and said "thank you" to my parents..
i realized that he grew taller..
last time..
he was the same height as me..
but now he is way more taller than me..
i think it is because he is a basketball player..
another thing i realized is
my feelings to him had changed..
i wonder why..

to my close friends:
i bet u know who am i referring to..
i mentioned about him before..