Thursday, May 28, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
I see you staring at me,
but you never truly see.
Feelings that we could have shared,
you flung behind without a care.
It seems so hard to let you go,
and the process is so slow.
I don't know whether I should stay,
and waste another day away.
I do know, though, that all this pain,
will soon drive me insane.
You don't feel me loving you,
and you just can't seem to get a clue.
You don't see me cry inside,
and in you I know I can't confide.
Yet still I find that you are blind,
to things meant to be kind.
You know nothing of my fears,
and are unaware of all my tears.
I know I really can't deny,
things I feel as I look you in the eye.
So who will help me make it though?
Who will tell me what to do?
How come every time I see your face,
for me there's never any space?
Maybe someday you'll see me differently,
so until then, I'll be waiting silently.
but you never truly see.
Feelings that we could have shared,
you flung behind without a care.
It seems so hard to let you go,
and the process is so slow.
I don't know whether I should stay,
and waste another day away.
I do know, though, that all this pain,
will soon drive me insane.
You don't feel me loving you,
and you just can't seem to get a clue.
You don't see me cry inside,
and in you I know I can't confide.
Yet still I find that you are blind,
to things meant to be kind.
You know nothing of my fears,
and are unaware of all my tears.
I know I really can't deny,
things I feel as I look you in the eye.
So who will help me make it though?
Who will tell me what to do?
How come every time I see your face,
for me there's never any space?
Maybe someday you'll see me differently,
so until then, I'll be waiting silently.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Sing-a-long
Up - The Saturdays
Go, go, go,
It's time to make a move and we both know,
It's time to step it up a notch,
I'm ready to lose touch,
Baby boy,
Go, go, go.
This is the crossing at the main intersection,
Up is where we go from here,
Finest selection,
This could take us anywhere,
I don't want protection,
Life is better of the line, ine, ine...
I'm ready for the lift up,
Keep steady beat,
'Cus I'm ready for the big jump,
Keep up with me,
If you lose me then you know, you're just a bit too slow,
I only go up, up.
I'm ready to be in control and the ground isn't good enough for me,
I know where to find what I want and I'm gonna keep on,
Keep on, up, up
No turns now,
We're going straight,
You better hold on tight,
'Cus if you fall you're on your own,
'Cus I'm gonna go on,
No, no, no turns now.
This is the final call for all destinations,
This is were you're in or out,
No hesitation, this is not the time for doubts,
Make your decision,
Are you on or off the line, ine, ine... ?
I'm ready for the lift up, keep steady beat,
'Cus I'm ready for the big jump, keep up with me,
If you lose me then you know, you're just a bit too slow,
I only go up, up.
I'm ready to be in control and the ground isn't good enough for me,
I know where to find what I want and I'm gonna keep on,
Keep on, up, up
This is the crossing at the main intersection,
Up is where we go from here,
Finest selection,
This could take us anywhere,
I don't want protection,
Life is better of the line, I, I...
(Ooh)
I'm ready for the lift up, keep steady beat,
'Cus I'm ready for the big jump, keep up with me,
If you lose me then you know, you're just a bit too slow,
I only go up, up.
I'm ready to be in control and the ground isn't good enough for me,
I know where to find what I want and I'm gonna keep on,
Keep on, up, up
Go, go, go,
It's time to make a move and we both know,
It's time to step it up a notch,
I'm ready to lose touch,
Baby boy,
Go, go, go.
This is the crossing at the main intersection,
Up is where we go from here,
Finest selection,
This could take us anywhere,
I don't want protection,
Life is better of the line, ine, ine...
I'm ready for the lift up,
Keep steady beat,
'Cus I'm ready for the big jump,
Keep up with me,
If you lose me then you know, you're just a bit too slow,
I only go up, up.
I'm ready to be in control and the ground isn't good enough for me,
I know where to find what I want and I'm gonna keep on,
Keep on, up, up
No turns now,
We're going straight,
You better hold on tight,
'Cus if you fall you're on your own,
'Cus I'm gonna go on,
No, no, no turns now.
This is the final call for all destinations,
This is were you're in or out,
No hesitation, this is not the time for doubts,
Make your decision,
Are you on or off the line, ine, ine... ?
I'm ready for the lift up, keep steady beat,
'Cus I'm ready for the big jump, keep up with me,
If you lose me then you know, you're just a bit too slow,
I only go up, up.
I'm ready to be in control and the ground isn't good enough for me,
I know where to find what I want and I'm gonna keep on,
Keep on, up, up
This is the crossing at the main intersection,
Up is where we go from here,
Finest selection,
This could take us anywhere,
I don't want protection,
Life is better of the line, I, I...
(Ooh)
I'm ready for the lift up, keep steady beat,
'Cus I'm ready for the big jump, keep up with me,
If you lose me then you know, you're just a bit too slow,
I only go up, up.
I'm ready to be in control and the ground isn't good enough for me,
I know where to find what I want and I'm gonna keep on,
Keep on, up, up
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
'him'
yesterday..
in the crowded car..
he sat by my side..
when mummy and daddy fetched him back home..
with his brothers..
it was the first time..
we sat that close to each other..
we din move..
cause if one of us move..
we would touched each other..
but unfortunately..
the road has so many turning..
and it is bumpy..
so we 2 contacted each other several times..
we din talk to each other 2..
cause non of us started a conversation..
the whole journey..
only mummy and daddy talked to his brothers..
we 2 just sat there quietly..
i can feel that he had something to tell me..
and i bet he can feel i too had something to tell him..
but at last..
we just remained silence..
there is so many things we wanted to say to each other..
but there is something stopping us..
as is our mouth was zipped up at that time..
after a while..
we finally reached his house..
i felt a sense of relief..
i think he is also happy too..
he got down from the car..
and said "thank you" to my parents..
i realized that he grew taller..
last time..
he was the same height as me..
but now he is way more taller than me..
i think it is because he is a basketball player..
another thing i realized is
my feelings to him had changed..
i wonder why..
in the crowded car..
he sat by my side..
when mummy and daddy fetched him back home..
with his brothers..
it was the first time..
we sat that close to each other..
we din move..
cause if one of us move..
we would touched each other..
but unfortunately..
the road has so many turning..
and it is bumpy..
so we 2 contacted each other several times..
we din talk to each other 2..
cause non of us started a conversation..
the whole journey..
only mummy and daddy talked to his brothers..
we 2 just sat there quietly..
i can feel that he had something to tell me..
and i bet he can feel i too had something to tell him..
but at last..
we just remained silence..
there is so many things we wanted to say to each other..
but there is something stopping us..
as is our mouth was zipped up at that time..
after a while..
we finally reached his house..
i felt a sense of relief..
i think he is also happy too..
he got down from the car..
and said "thank you" to my parents..
i realized that he grew taller..
last time..
he was the same height as me..
but now he is way more taller than me..
i think it is because he is a basketball player..
another thing i realized is
my feelings to him had changed..
i wonder why..
to my close friends:
i bet u know who am i referring to..
i mentioned about him before..
Friday, May 15, 2009
...
sigh...exam is coming..
and i am studying hard..
trying to get better results..
but everything just can't seem to get into my mind..
i dunno what am i thinking..
dunno what am i doing..
dunno what am i searching for..
dunno what am i waiting for..
there are so many decisions waiting for me..
but i am still so undecided..
and so confused now..
i dunwan to give up..
but i know..
one day i have to give up..
sometimes..
i am hoping for someone to comfort me..
but no one is there..
i tried to be happy..
and think positively..
but when i thought of...
my mind would be filled with negative thoughts..
as if there was something stopping me from being happy..
i know this is all my fault..
i have no right to blame anyone..
or ask anyone for help..
but who is it gonna be by my side..
when i finally can't stand it..
and need a shoulder to cry on?
i told myself to be strong..
but everything turned out to be the opposite way..
what should i do now..
time is still moving as usual..
not letting me take a breathe..
everything is still going on..
and i know i have to continue moving on..
and i am studying hard..
trying to get better results..
but everything just can't seem to get into my mind..
i dunno what am i thinking..
dunno what am i doing..
dunno what am i searching for..
dunno what am i waiting for..
there are so many decisions waiting for me..
but i am still so undecided..
and so confused now..
i dunwan to give up..
but i know..
one day i have to give up..
sometimes..
i am hoping for someone to comfort me..
but no one is there..
i tried to be happy..
and think positively..
but when i thought of...
my mind would be filled with negative thoughts..
as if there was something stopping me from being happy..
i know this is all my fault..
i have no right to blame anyone..
or ask anyone for help..
but who is it gonna be by my side..
when i finally can't stand it..
and need a shoulder to cry on?
i told myself to be strong..
but everything turned out to be the opposite way..
what should i do now..
time is still moving as usual..
not letting me take a breathe..
everything is still going on..
and i know i have to continue moving on..
Tagged AGAIN!!!
1. When was the last time you saw your crush?
yesterday..
2. Does race and religion matter to you in a relationship?
yup..
3. If your crush likes you, but doesn't ask you out, would you wait for him/her?
i will wait for some time..if he still doesn't ask me out..then i will try to forget him guar..(it depends on the situation)
4. What will you do for your crush's birthday? ( color your own answer )
a) call him/her and wish him/her
b) ignore it because you don't want to be too obvious
c) confess to him/her on that day
d) wish him through other people
5. If he/she is rumored to like someone else, will you...
a) ask him/her about it.
b) just let go.
c) love him/her no matter what
d) screw him.
6. If he/she is rumored to like you, what will you do?
i will be happy..obviously..
7. Do you believe in THE ONE?
uh-huh...=)
8. Pass this to 5 people you are curious about.. =)
a) the one
b) who
c) is reading
d) this
e) tag..
yesterday..
2. Does race and religion matter to you in a relationship?
yup..
3. If your crush likes you, but doesn't ask you out, would you wait for him/her?
i will wait for some time..if he still doesn't ask me out..then i will try to forget him guar..(it depends on the situation)
4. What will you do for your crush's birthday? ( color your own answer )
a) call him/her and wish him/her
b) ignore it because you don't want to be too obvious
c) confess to him/her on that day
d) wish him through other people
5. If he/she is rumored to like someone else, will you...
a) ask him/her about it.
b) just let go.
c) love him/her no matter what
d) screw him.
6. If he/she is rumored to like you, what will you do?
i will be happy..obviously..
7. Do you believe in THE ONE?
uh-huh...=)
8. Pass this to 5 people you are curious about.. =)
a) the one
b) who
c) is reading
d) this
e) tag..
Monday, May 11, 2009
Mother's Day
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! I luv u mummy...^^i din prepare anything for mummy this year..cuz i am busy preparing for exam and mummy need to teach my brother B.M and many many other subjects cuz he is really really weak in his studies...he is only good in playing computer and cars..= = daddy le?i asked him to bring mummy out for lunch to celebrate but then he say:"mummy need to teach di di study."..haiz..so this year's mother's day..my whole family stayed at home..-.-
Yesterday i went to my friend house for group study..we studied Sejarah...2 hours we only studied 1 chapter for form 2..but still thanks to Belinda..we could understand now..she is a great teacher..explain and explain again when we dun understand..=)
THANKS A LOT BELINDA..<3
After group study...i went for violin lesson...finally i can get some fresh air outside..(it's not fresh air actually...it is polluted air..) i din really practise last week and so it is all not in tempo..-.-teacher is kinda angry and she asked me to practise more...but how to practise wor...EXAM IS COMING!!!!!and there is so many subjects...haiz..have to start to study le..T.T
(stress..stress..stress..stress)
<3
StrawberrY
Yesterday i went to my friend house for group study..we studied Sejarah...2 hours we only studied 1 chapter for form 2..but still thanks to Belinda..we could understand now..she is a great teacher..explain and explain again when we dun understand..=)
THANKS A LOT BELINDA..<3
After group study...i went for violin lesson...finally i can get some fresh air outside..(it's not fresh air actually...it is polluted air..) i din really practise last week and so it is all not in tempo..-.-teacher is kinda angry and she asked me to practise more...but how to practise wor...EXAM IS COMING!!!!!and there is so many subjects...haiz..have to start to study le..T.T
(stress..stress..stress..stress)
<3
StrawberrY
Saturday, May 9, 2009
tagged by Ching Wen
1.Name out your ( x) boy/girlfriend's name in full.
......... ....(secret) xP
2.If he/she is shy to say i love u,what will you do?
err...then too bad lo...
3.If he /she say i love u,what will you do?
see the situation first...
4.If he/she done something really wrong, will u forgive her/him?
not really...it depends on the situation..=P
5.If one day, he/she say that he/she don't like anymore,what will you do?
say bye bye lo...
6.If he/she thinks that u are not romantic enough,will u change for her/him?
maybe lo...
7.If he/she wants to be with u forever, will u accept it?
err...see first la..
8.When he/she get closer with some girls/boys, will u ''drink vinegar''/or u don't have expressions?
see hu is that girl or guy..
9.If your friend also like your lover, will u let go of your lover?
err...see the situation first..
10.Conclusion:Do you like/love your lover?
i dun have 1...
11.Pass this question to whom u want to know about he/her feelings......
1.Viki
2.Yi lin
3.Joan
4.Edalene
5.Zheng Hong
......... ....(secret) xP
2.If he/she is shy to say i love u,what will you do?
err...then too bad lo...
3.If he /she say i love u,what will you do?
see the situation first...
4.If he/she done something really wrong, will u forgive her/him?
not really...it depends on the situation..=P
5.If one day, he/she say that he/she don't like anymore,what will you do?
say bye bye lo...
6.If he/she thinks that u are not romantic enough,will u change for her/him?
maybe lo...
7.If he/she wants to be with u forever, will u accept it?
err...see first la..
8.When he/she get closer with some girls/boys, will u ''drink vinegar''/or u don't have expressions?
see hu is that girl or guy..
9.If your friend also like your lover, will u let go of your lover?
err...see the situation first..
10.Conclusion:Do you like/love your lover?
i dun have 1...
11.Pass this question to whom u want to know about he/her feelings......
1.Viki
2.Yi lin
3.Joan
4.Edalene
5.Zheng Hong
a letter....
well...not many things to post this days...
To Edalene:
can u pls stop being so sweet with ur "hong hong" in front of us..i noe it is very romantic and sweet la..but sometimes if u do it secretly is better than u do it in public...-.-..and ur "daddy" and "mummy" cannot resist it edi la..not only them..many ppl oso can't resist d..u and "hong hong" tooooooooooo sweet edi and it is..........after school oso walk together..recess oso..go to science lab oso..PJPK oso..do homework oso together...i noe u 1 2 make us jealous la..but still...no need so sweet 1 ma..leave us some face la...=.=
To Edalene:
can u pls stop being so sweet with ur "hong hong" in front of us..i noe it is very romantic and sweet la..but sometimes if u do it secretly is better than u do it in public...-.-..and ur "daddy" and "mummy" cannot resist it edi la..not only them..many ppl oso can't resist d..u and "hong hong" tooooooooooo sweet edi and it is..........after school oso walk together..recess oso..go to science lab oso..PJPK oso..do homework oso together...i noe u 1 2 make us jealous la..but still...no need so sweet 1 ma..leave us some face la...=.=
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Happy Birthday DADDY!!!
Today is daddy's birthday...everyone forgot about daddy's birthday..till evening only mummy reminded us...we wanted to celebrate daddy birthday but my grandmother is in my house so daddy say no need to celebrate..but still i bought a Tiramisu cake for daddy..=) i didn't accompany daddy today cuz i have to go to the hospital and violin lesson...SRY DADDY!!!still...hope u are as young as ever..as handsome as always and i love you...muaxx...lol..^^
the birthday cakie..^^
Afternoon, Azreena, Rufina, Wei Jing and me went to visit i-ern's mom...we went to Centrepoint to get some flowers for i-ern's mom....we bought 6 carnations and 2 lilies...the florist then make it into a bouquet..it is so nice..all the flowers match perfectly...=)
the flower we bought...=)
we oso bought a card for his mom..=D..it's not very clear though..then after that..we went straight up to the 6th floor and met i-ern there..we followed him to his mom's ward..we gave him all the gifts for his mom..we wanted to say hi to his mom but then we just talk among ourselves..we left the place after 15mins..
then later we went to kayu to have some drink while waiting for mummy to fetch me..i hope that i-ern's mom will get better soon..=)
the birthday cakie..^^
the flower we bought...=)
we oso bought a card for his mom..=D..it's not very clear though..then after that..we went straight up to the 6th floor and met i-ern there..we followed him to his mom's ward..we gave him all the gifts for his mom..we wanted to say hi to his mom but then we just talk among ourselves..we left the place after 15mins..then later we went to kayu to have some drink while waiting for mummy to fetch me..i hope that i-ern's mom will get better soon..=)
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