原來你是我最想留住的幸運
原來我們和愛情曾經靠得那麼近
那為我對抗世界的決定
那陪我淋的雨
一幕幕都是你 一塵不染的真心
與你相遇 好幸運
可我已失去為你淚流滿面的權利
但願在我看不到的天際
你張開了雙翼
遇見你的註定
她會有多幸運
Friday, October 30, 2015
Thursday, October 29, 2015
I think I'll miss you forever, like the stars miss the sun in the morning skies
Time difference: 11 hours apart
Distance: 17,037km
Missing those times. Missing him. ❤
Tuesday, October 20, 2015
Just because
It's been almost two months since I've been in UK.
Life is good, I love everything here,
the weather, the scenery, the people, the lifestyle...
as expected from my favorite country.
I won't say I don't miss Malaysia, or my family and friends,
just that Oxford is keeping me occupied,
which I'm really thankful for.
Time flies when one is occupied.
I'm trying not to overthink, or you could say think about us generally,
it frustrates me that I can't do anything to mend the situation.
I miss you a lot, but what is the point?
It is all one-sided.
This distance and time difference is really a pain in the ass
It lessens the time available for conversations and makes us more distant.
However, it is also a reason to not text/keep in contact,
blaming it on the distance and time difference is better than blaming on either of us.
Distance also makes me realize my importance.
Always so emotionless and goal-orientated,
we're exactly the same,
we'd do anything for our future,
even if it means giving up time spent with important people.
You're everything I want,
however, I don't think the same can be said for you.
I often question myself, what am I lacking?
Am I not good enough?
I learned to not depend on anyone
because one day, everyone will leave you,
so to save myself from devastation,
I try to do everything on my own.
I've adopted the idgaf attitude ever since,
It's not really a good habit, I admit
but I can't give it up because it helps,
it blurs reality, and makes everything bearable.
God, it's always gonna be you is it?
My solution to everything and yet my problem at the same time
Can't you see how important you are to me?
Can't you see how much I wished that you care?
All I ask for is your time..
Life is good, I love everything here,
the weather, the scenery, the people, the lifestyle...
as expected from my favorite country.
I won't say I don't miss Malaysia, or my family and friends,
just that Oxford is keeping me occupied,
which I'm really thankful for.
Time flies when one is occupied.
I'm trying not to overthink, or you could say think about us generally,
it frustrates me that I can't do anything to mend the situation.
I miss you a lot, but what is the point?
It is all one-sided.
This distance and time difference is really a pain in the ass
It lessens the time available for conversations and makes us more distant.
However, it is also a reason to not text/keep in contact,
blaming it on the distance and time difference is better than blaming on either of us.
Distance also makes me realize my importance.
Always so emotionless and goal-orientated,
we're exactly the same,
we'd do anything for our future,
even if it means giving up time spent with important people.
You're everything I want,
however, I don't think the same can be said for you.
I often question myself, what am I lacking?
Am I not good enough?
I learned to not depend on anyone
because one day, everyone will leave you,
so to save myself from devastation,
I try to do everything on my own.
I've adopted the idgaf attitude ever since,
It's not really a good habit, I admit
but I can't give it up because it helps,
it blurs reality, and makes everything bearable.
God, it's always gonna be you is it?
My solution to everything and yet my problem at the same time
Can't you see how important you are to me?
Can't you see how much I wished that you care?
All I ask for is your time..
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