In which she starts to doubt

I got tired of waiting. 
Wondering if you were ever coming around. 
My faith in you was fading.

Waiting, needs patience

and patience is something I don't possess.

The reason I dislike waiting is

because you don't know what to expect

and whether the wait will be worthy or not.

It may take days, months or even years
before something might result
or maybe even nothing at all.

I dislike not knowing what to expect
for I always like to plan ahead
and at least have a rough figure of what may happen.

Please prove to me that everything will be worth it
please..

Unconditionally

"Whenever you're around

I always seem to smile

And people ask me how

Well you're the reason why

I'm dancing in the mirror

Singing in the shower"

That feeling when you meet a person, who is so much like yourself
in terms of hobbies, likes and dislikes, mindsets, goals etc
is amazing
I'm still amazed by it.

They understand you simply, having the same thinking
It's like telepathy
one doesn't need to communicate with one another to know what the other is thinking
Surreal but real.

Maybe I did dive into it too quickly, without giving much thought to it
but honestly, I don't regret it
I've learned and gained experiences through this
and I really wouldn't have it any other way.

"True success requires sacrifices." - Rick Riordan
Indeed. At this age, aside from concentrating on our studies
there aren't many things we can do
part-time jobs are just part-time, temporary.

That willingness and determination to do anything for a better future
might be the reason why I'm attracted
Thank the stars that both of us have the same vision and priorities
or else we probably wouldn't have lasted.

The road gets rocky and bumpy at times, I admit
the constant longing and missing doesn't help much
with the time constraint, it leads to less meet-ups
it was really hard to comprehend this feeling but eventually got the hang of it.

Like I said, I might have dove in too quickly
but a lil suffering and sacrifice is inevitable
everything is good now and I'm content
That's what matters. :)