That's what I'm feeling these few days..
Some people just doesn't know how much a simple word
can make such a huge difference in one's life.
I know you probably don't mean it,
but it hurts.
U can't say I didn't try.
I tried. So so hard.
To not complain or compare.
At times like this, instead of coping up all my feelings,
I really hoped there're some ways for me to express it
to someone or something.
Cause I don't think it's healthy to have so much negative thoughts.
My precious 4 days of semester break.
Seem so long yet so short.
I should really enjoy it, and not sit at home, rotting away.
Afterall, it's my only semester break.
maybe buy some storybooks to keep my mind occupied,
so I won't spend too much time thinking,
which always lead to something depressing.
At times like this, I really wished there's someone I can confide to.
I may feel less bitter about it.